I'm in Love With My Pastor and It's Starting to Affect Me
I think I'm in love with my pastor. He's exactly my type. Sometimes, I catch myself daydreaming about him. I get to church early just because I know he'll be there, and I hardly miss any weekday service. I even go for counselling sessions, not because I need counselling, but just to talk to him. The thing is, he's married with children, and I genuinely admire his wife. As far as I'm concerned, she's one of the luckiest women on earth. I haven't told anyone about this because it's starting to mess with my head. I've unconsciously started using him as the standard for every man I meet. The worst part is that I no longer go to church primarily for worship. I go because I want to see him. Since these feelings started, I can't even remember the last sermon I truly paid attention to. I just sit there, watch him preach, and smile without absorbing anything he's saying. I'm beginning to think I should change churches before these feelings grow deeper. Has anyone ever had a crush on someone they knew they couldn't have? Should I switch churches, or am I overreacting? I will be reading the comments. Thank you.
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