Hello Eucarl I’m a 34 years old man I want to share my story here

My birth mother abandoned me when I was just 2 years old, leaving my father to raise me on his own. He did his best, working hard to provide for me, and later got married to a wonderful woman who treated me like her own son. She was kind, supportive in her own way, and made my life easy.

I grew up feeling loved and secure, but always wondered about my birth mother. Why did she leave? Did she ever think about me? all this questions and doubts about my mother ruined my childhood.

Years went by and just as I finished from the University, my mother resurfaced in with two young children. I was shocked, ang*y, and confused. She expected me to welcome her back with open arms, but I struggled to reconcile my feelings.

Despite my concerns, I tried to build a relationship with her and my new siblings. But three years later, she passed away, leaving me with the responsibility of caring for her children. I was devastated, feeling like my life was being turned upside down all over again.

One of the children fell seriously ill, and I went into debt to ensure he received the best medical care. I sacrificed my own life, my own happiness, to make sure they were okay. But eventually, the child passed away, leaving me heartbroken and financially ruined.

Now, my life is a mess. I’m in debt, I’m struggling to cope with the loss of my sibling, and am filled with anger and resentment towards my birth mother. I feel like she abandoned me twice – first as a child, and then again as an adult, leaving me to deal with the consequences of her actions.

I’m confused, frustrated, and unsure of how to forgive her and move forward. I feel like my life has been turned upside down, and I’m not sure how to right it again. I’m struggling to come to terms with my past, my present, and my future. I’m just trying to survive, one day at a time.

What will you advise I do different????